After years of trying to be able to create something new to my eyes, something really inspired me, this painting is the one that set me on the path of the abstract. In March of 2005, I painted this in five exhausted days. In that time I had yearned to be to create something similar to abstract art; something different than the boring and methodical techniques. The title of this painting and another of my work speaks of the state of mind in which I found myself in the moment that I was painting. In some case, the title can reflect what I was thinking in that moment, or there may simply be some similarity between the title and the shape or form of the art.